shine a little light, shine a light on my life. and warm me up again.

what an odd weekend, very different from the norm.

i was 21 last night. had my first bar going experience, with my real ID. I blame stupid bouncers and their lack of worldliness.
no, everywhere doesn't have the same customs, and practices as michigan does.
anyway, it got me 2 long islands, a massive headache and some regretful blurbs.

oh well, c'est la vie.

rolling rock

one beer, and i feel like that homeless chick who tells me i'm pretty and asks me for money to aid her drug habit.

what a world.

put more stock in roses.

A man who loved all, who wore cardigans his mother knitted.

He weighed 143 pounds his whole life, hence his OBSESSION with the number 143. you know those christian folk, all about tradition...

"Mr. Rogers found beauty in the number 143. According to the piece, Rogers came “to see that number as a gift… because, as he says, “the number 143 means ‘I love you.’ It takes one letter to say ‘I’ and four letters to say ‘love’ and three letters to say ‘you.’ One hundred and forty-three.”

Apparently quite a romantic too, i wonder how he was...

you know.

there.

around the world in 80 days

I went around my world in 45 minutes today, HA.
talk about a fulfilling, successful day.

i kicked works ass.
i kicked my ass.
i kicked my exam's ass.
i knocked on my other exam's ass.
i kicked my dishes' ass.
i kicked yoga's ass.


i did a lot more, and went a lot farther than Phileas Fogg ever did in a day.
...for a fictional character, that's saying a lot.

fly me to the moon, please frank?

On Frank Sinatra-

Ava Gardner once said of her ex-husband, "He only weighs 120, but 100 pounds is cock."

the ways you can love a man, whew!



*Jezebel

my sentimental melody, like a long lost lullaby.

I never want to forget these quotes.


*I believe in God, but not as one thing, not as an old man in the sky. I believe that what people call God is something in all of us. I believe that what Jesus and Mohammed and Buddha and all the rest said was right. It's just that the translations have gone wrong.
-John Lennon.

"And we should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh."
-Nietzsche

don't let the sun go down on me.

I always want more than i have, I'm never satisfied. I'm always striving for more...


what if there's nothing left for me to strive for? how far can i go?

...all i'm doing now is grabbing up, grasping air.